i dag var jeg på jobcenteret igen igen igen. jeg tror, at jeg så jasper, som jeg havde gået i folkeskole med, da han havde lært dansk. spøjst. herfra tog jeg hjem og fik en lur, hvorefter jeg løb en tur, fejede, støvsugede og vaskede gulv. det er godt, for der lignede lort. det gør der stadigvæk, men i det mindste er gulvet rent og ikke beskidt. jeg fik altid klistrede sko, når jeg gik ind, da jeg havde haft en pose æbler med omkring 20-25 kilo stående og der så var sivet noget saft ud. den havde jeg smidt ud igen, da jeg ikke kunne overskue at lave saft udad dem. nå, men så fik jeg også et bad, tog olie på, barberede mig intime steder og ja... det var virkelig godt, at jeg fik gjort det. nu kan jeg nok igen invitere nogen på besøg, hvis jeg kan overskue det. det er ikke så meget det at jeg bliver træt af andre mennesker, det er mere det, at jeg ikke kan overskue at invitere nogen.

i peed in my entrance one night in the beginning of last year since i didn't even have the apartment although i paid like 15k dkk. i didn't get any heat all week long and it was just like freezing but i enjoyed it since i was able to live on my own. now i don't love to live here since i don't have chico or fie by my side anymore. i didn't even have her at my side back then. she moved out by february last year. i didn't see her but 2 times after that. fuck her, she didn't want to see me and now i don't wanna see her but rly i do but again she had just met another man last summer so wtf do i know about her life. she's probably screwing them all right? i just miss chico lol but he was so stupid anyways lol. he was always rly happy tho and even when he had just taken a pheasant he was just smiling and i was like wtfffff y did u take a pheasant on our first walk together u f ucking killer. he was just so happy all the time and smiled anyways although i cried and i was rly like WTF Y WOULD ANYONE JUST SMILE BY TAKING AN ANYMAL ALIVE AND JUST KILL IT!!! and then afterwards i just chopped it all up since i thought that fie or pernille would eat it but then they were just like no that's too nasty and about a half year later pernille just posted a picture of her eating a pheasant she shot herself and i was like... WTF U R JUST SO MUCH A KILLER LIKE CHICO. i believe it was ok tho because he just smiled so much and like pernille also smiled and i believe that although what they did was just horrible, it was simply done out of stupidity

Jeg fandt en lille piges rygsæk nede i metroen. Hun havde siddet der sammen med sin morfar. Jeg nåede hende desværre ikke før dørene var lukkede. Der var en kvinde med en sølv Carlsberg i hånden, som bekræftede, at det var hendes. Hun skulle også af, men videre til Amagerbro. Jeg ventede på metroen endnu en gang. Jeg tog op ad metroen og tænkte at det var smartest at tage rulletrappen op og rigtig nok stod de oppe på den modsatte vejbane på vej til at tage bussen. Jeg tænker "hø og møg jeg når dem ikke!". Da jeg så endelig kommer derhen og spørger, om det ikke var den lille piges rygsæk, får jeg svaret. Ja, det var det og de var taknemmelige! Godt at jeg fik taget metroen tilbage og gik opad rulletrapperne!